I think that like many an addict before her is simply and utterly aware of how her behaviors are affecting her family.
'Josef is utterly methodical, and utterly aware of his own legend and his legacy,' says his close friend, the photographer, Eliott Erwitt.
Because nurses have a coordinating role, the responsibility for shuttling between professional, organizational and relational tasks makes them utterly aware of organizational gaps and inconsistencies.
Next time you are in a social environment working out how to do this networking thing without coming off as utterly desperate, be aware that other, less circumspect, individuals have you in their sights and are calculating whether they can use you for career advancement.
Tarantino is determined to make us very aware that it is utterly freezing.
But as you make these simulated decisions, you remain aware that they are utterly inconsequential; they are just moves in a game.
In the next over, Joe Root, failing utterly to grasp what was needed but aware that he had to be seen to be positive, dashed for a single after pushing a ball to mid-off.
Embracing the ideology and aware that "he will be utterly lost if ever he lets go of [it]," the individual tries not to depart from the (ideo)logical system, and this attempt, this "inner coercion," to keep one's self in line "seems to confirm a man's identity outside all relationships with others".36.36
It's utterly distasteful, that's what it is.
In any event, I am vaguely aware that your version of this utterly meaningless story is the general perception.
