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It made him feel seedy, and generous.
With "Senna" that was not a problem, but, after "Amy" you come out feeling a little seedy and sick, as if you had witnessed sufferings at which you had no need, and no respectable right, to be present.
But anyone feeling nostalgic for the seedy old days before Times Square became a tourist-friendly theme park will get a kick out of this evening of big hair and bad manners.
I strongly believe in the power of online content, but after a few years subsidizing my freelance work with ghostwriting, I couldn't help getting the eerie feeling I was working in the seedy underground of an otherwise strong system.
In some cases, it helped to look a little seedy.
That feeling of limbo, expressed through concepts like the imaginary seedy bar and hypnogogia, is actually also related to an intensely personal experience, and making the album was a form of catharsis.
The lasting effect of all this is that my brother's long-term partner cannot stand to be with my dad, as she feels his behaviour and attitude has been selfish and unacceptable, while my wife has witnessed the grief that my brother and I have suffered while he was away and has no love for him either, combined with a feeling that his reason for being in Thailand is rather seedy.
My friend and I headed back to the campsite together, the shame emanating off us in a seedy smog of regret, and went to sleep in our flooded tents, feeling strange and lost.
And I felt, for the first time since the election, a little bit of warmth replace that hollow feeling that I'd been carrying since the night I watched the results come in on a seedy bar on Bloor Street.
