As I'm reflecting on it now, it still feels unsettling to me.
But it did feel unsettling and slightly disturbing.
Will it not feel unsettling to share such an intense and private experience with millions?
It therefore felt unsettling to see a close relative of the Cabat, the Lido, available here in a hot-pink hue called Shock, perhaps a tribute to Schiaparelli, and shocking indeed at $6,850.
It does feel unsettling to think of pleasurable activities as a derivative of workplace tasks, or even to think of yourself as predictable or defined by your job.
But it still felt unsettling to be looking down at the little screen in my lap, rather than the woman in front of me.
It feels profoundly unsettling to be walking around one of Britain's poorest districts with a woman who's promising people serious money in exchange for their fertility.
Unlike "Rubicon" — a relatively new series on AMC whose dark cinematography and protracted silences are steeped in the tradition of the paranoia films of the 1970s — "The Event" is bright and showy and too in thrall to its own hysteria to feel unsettling.
Now I thought about it, I realised that her departure meant that other things had changed in the household, which must have felt unsettling to a young child.
