I think I sort of internalized her.
A boy may be very vocal about not being able to finish a task whereas a girl might internalize her frustration.
Acknowledging the irony of her predicament ("Deep down, I was never remotely tempted to reproach Jacques for his sexual conduct"), she internalizes her suffering, repeatedly conjuring fantasies of passively observing Jacques in flagrante delicto.
In fact, she said, a swath of her hair had turned white overnight, medical proof, she said, that she had internalized her trauma and not given vent to her grief.
She likens such a writer to an abused wife who has so internalized her batterer's responses that she calibrates every word and action to anticipate and mollify him.
Salamon's clear from the beginning that this is not a critical biography, and is especially good on how Wasserstein internalized her disapproving mother; in so doing, she forfeited any chance at real intimacy.
In seeking to understand her character, Rachel, Chastain internalized her research to create a backstory to inform Rachel's pain.
However, learning to cope and accept the changes in mental and physical health, Rodriguez noted, altered how she internalized her cancer battle.
Fred, on the other hand, who internalizes her own privilege and cannot express it except in terms of insecurity and awkwardness, has her body devoured from the inside by the demon Illyria".
The pattern took a toll, and like others who've endured long-term verbal hits, McNeely internalized her mother's criticisms as truths, which made it difficult for her to develop confidence.
