But I felt instead something subtler: both the foolishness of rooting for any team (they're all the same; we're all the same) and its inevitability, the fact that, try as you like, fandom is not fungible.
Yes, I knew that these places also spread infectious diseases and ruined people's credit ratings, but all that was dim at the perimeter of my vision, and I felt instead that I had entered a mansion and, against all expectations, my sister was in residence.
I felt instead, that it would be selfish not to.
Instead, I feel rather humiliated, but it feels petty to complain.
It's taken me a while (like 40 years) to get to the point I can feel, instead of react to, moments.
"I feel more in control of how I want to feel, instead of letting my feelings take control of me," he said.
Started focusing on how I wanted to feel instead of how I wanted to look.
Instead I felt, rather than heard, the animal's echolocation focusing on my puny body.
(P4, male, 60s) I always felt instead of saying what I've got wrong or where I've gone wrong or how I've been unwell, why not look at everything that's good why not speak to some of my bosses, why not contact some of my patients if they're willing to speak instead of writing me off.
Some participants also suggested that the GMC should consider the 'positives' for each doctor and not merely focus on the negatives: I always felt instead of saying what I've got wrong or where I've gone wrong or how I've been unwell, why not look at everything that's good why not speak to some of my bosses, why not contact some of my patients if they're willing to speak instead of writing me off.
