"held wish" is a valid expression in written English and can be used to express a longing or desire that is not likely to be fulfilled
For example, "I had a held wish to travel the world, but now my health prevents that from happening."
The papers, from the Crown Prosecution Service, illustrate how Griffin believed the Holocaust did not happen, was convinced that multi-culturalism was the result of a plot by international capitalism and Zionism and held the wish to win political power so as to "peacefully and humanely as possible" recreate Britain as an overwhelmingly white nation.
While the girl spoke, we held still, wishing the world for her; then came the beast, blowing our cares away, and we no longer minded, too much, who would live or die.
The hotel also holds "Good Wish Mayan Ceremonies" on the beach for $120 ,a reconfirmation of wedding vows in Mayan, involving "ancient Mayan symbols, objects and rituals", in which participants get to dress up in Yucatecan costume.
"If they have not felt loved, if the relationship has been difficult, they may have held onto that wish even if it's a fantasy," Ms. Moscowitz said.
The problem is that I hold two wishes in my heart that I fear are contradictory.
Still, the agency said that Berkshire needed to provide specific information on market conditions for any holding it wished to keep secret and on its plans for the security, before the S.E.C. could approve confidentiality.
When West's three-club opening was passed around to Fantoni (South), he could not make a takeout double with a singleton spade; he did not like the idea of overcalling three hearts with a relatively weak suit; and he had a club holding he wished to protect on opening lead.
In his left hand he hold the wish-granting jewel (nyoi hōju).
With Prodigal Summer (2000), she fulfilled a long-held wish to write a "biological novel" ("I thought everybody should know this stuff").
