Very soon, and without any proper explanation, she finds herself applying for a job as a nanny to look after two children at a gloomy country house called Staverton at a remote location in Kent.
And a third judge recused herself without explanation.
The acting commissioner, Denise Sheehan, recused herself without explanation and has asked that her deputy Carl Johnson handle the matter.
There are various possible reasons, but the explanation that the author herself chose was that her writing - and the world it portrayed - was considered old-fashioned.
Her only explanation is that, having herself grown up with a mentally disordered mother, her ability to identify abnormal behaviour was very poor.
"I am a woman who deserves harm," she thinks to herself, an explanation, perhaps, as to why she would allow such abuse.
But the sentence I found is different, almost an apology or explanation for having got herself into such trouble; she is seeking comfort and support in simple, short but meaningful words".
She is explaining herself, and her explanation is focused on her relationship with the desk that, decades ago, she came to half-possess.
At their excruciatingly formal family dinner later, he asks him if he is taking French lessons; the father blusters an obviously unconvincing explanation, and his mother humiliates herself by face-savingly confirming the excuse that all three know is nonsense.
That's the only explanation for why she distanced herself from Böhmermann in a telephone call with Turkey, arranged before Böhmermann's performance of the poem.
