"If I had my time again I'd do things slightly differently but I know why I did what I did.
"With hindsight I'd have done things differently, and I know that whatever I say is not going to change what I have done but I am sorry," he said.
"But now, I feel differently, and I know that touching a girl inappropriately and forcing her is not good".
Examples of reactions that were often heard from fire fighters after their first execution are as follows: "If I take the test again I would do it differently because I know what to expect".
"Looking back, would I have advised Russia differently knowing what I know today?" he writes.
Maybe I would have felt differently had I known that her faith would later help her survive more than 20 months in the abyss of severe depression.
Would I have done things differently had I known all this before?
I might have approached it differently if I knew it was going to be made into a book, or something beyond my personal enjoyment.
