As Boyle argued in court, it's all about context: "If I dressed up as Godzilla, people would not accuse me of wanting to crush Tokyo myself".
I uploaded a few videos of myself crushing the soldiers, using the hashtag #giantess.
I decided to live in that fantasy, as opposed to the one where I'm 30 and filming myself crushing toy soldiers for the internet.
It was like waking to find myself inside the crushing mechanism of a rubbish truck.
I felt myself crushed into the bed over and over and over.
I was crushed but reminded myself that auctions are all about discipline and focus.
I live in Los Angeles, work in the entertainment industry, have watched as 17 states legalized gay marriage, and still, in this day in age, found myself crushed by my family's rejection.
It was always this scrap of yellow-brown I focused on as I willed myself towards another orgasm of crushing non-spontaneity.
It was such a crushing thing, I hid it from even myself".
I felt such overwhelming love for Tapka that sometimes, when hugging her, I had to restrain myself from squeezing too hard and crushing her little bones.
