Sentence examples for am I even from inspiring English sources

Why am I even asking?

What am I even doing here?

But am I even so dumb?

Why am I even watching?

By these standards, am I even British?

But why am I even surprised?

"How am I even going to carry that?

That's when I thought: why am I even bothering?

"Why am I even listening to a white girl on this?" she said.

But it was six or seven hours, and after a while you wondered: 'What am I even looking for?

But why am I even sitting here and writing everything that happened on Moshe's pad with the factory logo?